Step 1......

Step 1.....leave the house. Who would have thought that would be the hardest thing I have had to do in a LONG time.

I started my new job Monday and at 5:45am I was on the road to Minnesota. I cried the night before & on & off the way up there. I hate leaving my husband & it was 100 times harder than I ever thought it to be. I wanted to turn around.

But I am through day 2 and am trying to keep busy & focus on anything but missing them. Which is harder than it seems.....

I have my bed filled with my laptop, phone & charger, a notebook & pencil, pillow pet & remotes. Whenever I travel without Tom this is what I do, fill my bed up with stuff trying to fill my biggest missing piece. So with that being said I should get to sleep. I don't know if this will get easier but I know we will get through this challenge with a new respect & deeper love than we had before.

I love you to the moon & back Thomas!!!